Wednesday, 4 January 2017

Good Morning!

Conversation in my Head

You're awake, you need to get up.
I'm tired, just a few more minutes.
You are lazy if you don't get up now!
So comfortable....

Get up! Quick! You went back to sleep.
Ahh so nice to lie here though...
Shit! It's seven o clock!
Okay I'm getting up.
Hurry hurry, your whole morning routine is messed up now!
I'm up.
You're out of control, this is terrible!
Gosh I feel rested …
It was nice just to snooze and listen to my body for a change.
You can't do that, you must listen to me!
Ok.
Actually, no. I must not listen to you!
You are LAZY!
I am ok. I am safe and not out of control.
What are you going to do now?
You don't even have enough time
For a shower before breakfast!
It's okay, I can do things differently today.
You can't do things differently! The day is a disaster now!
Just breathe.
Hold onto God and find your anchor in him.
LAZY LAZY LAZY!
Let the thoughts be there but don't engage
Lazy lazy lazy!
I am the sky, my thoughts are the clouds …
Lazy lazy lazy
Thoughts are not facts.

Lazy lazy lazy …

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